Friday, June 18, 2010

How I feel right now...

*** This is a Rant entry..be forewarned ***

I am so mad today.  Things are going along fine, and we have been struggling, and I have tried my best to hold it together and be happy and positive, but right now, I am having a VERY hard time being positive, and I haven't even found out yet if my husband actually got his paycheck yet. That would just be the icing on the cake for me.

This is what I want to do to our van.....

I am so angry right now.  I took the van in and it was put up on a lift.  The mechanic pulled me aside, and showed me everything.  Apparently not only do the front and rear motor mounts have to be replaced, the axle is shot, and there is something loose in the transmission.  Now, the motor mounts we have to pay for, the transmission and axle are more than likely covered under the drive train warranty.  We don't have long enough history at Wills job, even though we have a signed contract for two years, to qualify alone for another car, and he has two mandatory meeting to be at up in Phoenix (3 hr. drive each way) on Tuesday and Wednesday.  What in the world is going on here.

I have thought so many bad things right now that they aren't worth mentioning, but I am just so angry.  This feeling will definitely not be brushed aside with just a hug and a kiss from Will.  I don't know what I am going to do here.

AAAHHHHHHH.  I really do feel like hitting something, and my car is looking better and better and the hammer is right next to the van!!!

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